Justin Masterson
Dr. Scheer
Intention Statement
My intentions going into this project were to depict some sort of feeling through the application of process. I thought a lot about process and how it could communicate certain things. I tried to generate my own kind of verb list like Richard Serra did centered around notions of death, breaking down, deteriorating. I am interested in the idea of making something that appears so destructive but is still aesthetically beautiful. With that I came up with breaking, drying, dying, and dehydrated. I thought about various pieces of art I had studied that lost some of their completeness to the trials of time.
I decided to use plaster and dried flowers as my main medium. Being my first go at using plaster it was interesting in that sense. I chose plaster because I knew it would illustrate cracking easily. Also, the whiteness of plaster as well as the fact that you can manipulate it in many ways also attracted me. I knew I wanted a contradiction of rough, smooth, and broken throughout the piece. I also concluded to leave the detritus and broken plaster on the floor as it fell off in order to contribute to the idea of process art.
Over the break I lost my god brother to a car accident. Additionally, one of my friends throughout high school stabbed his mother to death. With these losses I have just been down in general as well as thinking about the fragility of life. I decided I wanted to use art to sort of express some of these feelings. I was also thinking about relationships and how they may fade with time or you can screw them up entirely. I wanted to narrate how even after you go back and try to fix things they are never going to be the same no matter how hard you try. I think I communicate that last thought through the cracking and re applying plaster, also sort of dressing it up in a way with the flowers which can also add narrative to the death ideas. I felt that the lighting and shadows could have the most direct contrast in the blankness of the material color. I think I should have dipped the flowers in plaster themselves because I think that would have incorporated them better.
Another thing I like about art is abstract form. I think form is a very true form of beauty. I wanted the uppermost piece to look very light but I would say that the balance of weight throughout the three pieces is off a bit. I feel I could have done better incorporating the three into each other. I also feel at one point the second form looks a little too much like a bouquet. This may be read as too much narrative. Finally the weight of the pieces are in awkward areas so installation was difficult. Ideally I could have avoided this but I believe it is contributed to by the fact that I am an amateur artist.
Overall, I am unsure if I communicated what I set out to communicate to someone who had not heard my explanation. I believe it does look sort of sad which is all I can really ask for on the surface. I thought of new ideas as the piece developed and that may have detracted from having a fully cohesive piece.